My chest microdermal fell off on friday. Sucks so bad.
But hey cake cheers me UP. New photos soon.~

Yo. I actually updated? I wonder. Did I really update..? Well yes! I left my DA-account to gather some dust for awhile. Well mmmm, maybe more than awhile. [grin] But hopefully this baby will come back alive again. Bwahahah, it's not good to update your journal too often aye?~ Reminds me of facebook status updates.. "HEYA GUYZZ. EATING! NOW GONNA GO TO THE BATHROOOOMMMM!" 8DDDDD

But since lotssss of stuff has happened and I'm kinda in the starting point again [not living alone anymore, boyfriend lurked away from my life and I didn't get any possibilities to get into school entrance exams again. Noes.] Although there is one positive thing in my life and that issss.. a job! Working from 6am to 15.30pm isn't all so awesome though, but I can pay my driving licence and and.. who the hell wouldn't love shopping? Hell yes bitchesss!

Christmas is too soon right? Ok well anyways, hopefully I'll get updated next week!~

Lots of love.
- Emma

Updating updating. Mainly updating journals for myself, so I can read it later.. and laugh. No, but.. I still keep a diary. It's pretty important for myself. D: I just enjoy it..

Anyways.. so, before June, I went to my old hometown to celebrate the ending of school with some of my friends. [I got a lift, and my friend was speeding.. they took his card away, poor him.] Later that same happy happy day when our another friend was giving us a lift, police stopped us again. This time, my friend forgot his driving licence since he changed to formal wear.. pft.. but they forgave us, because my triplet-friends were in the paper. 8D It was pretty funny though. "YOU'RE THE TRIPLETS WHO WERE IN THE PAPER!" "Uh.. yes."

Well I got pretty sick later on. And when you're not home and you're sick in someone else's house, it gets pretty awkward. D: At least when I was very feverish and a giant boxer wanted to play with me all the time. Ouch, he was pretty heavy. x3
I'm still a bit sick. Flu is so hard to get rid of. D:

Hm so.. Since I moved, I haven't gotten a job yet. Jeez, still trying. Friggin' fast food restaurants.. hire me damn it. D: And what made me depressed was I didn't get even an invite to the exams from the school where I wanted to. It's already June and I haven't gotten a single invite yet. I so wanted them to give me a chance to show my skills. ._. Guess I pretty much suck then. Awgh. I became so sad I just texted my friend I don't want to do anything.. and closed my cellphone.. and just went to bed. So, guess my dream about starting school here anyways is ruined. But I'll be fine, I guess. Another year fucked up though. D:

AND.. since I'm in a mood for writing, another thing what bugs me so much is.. when you JUST want to be friends with a boy, nothing more, but when you know the boy really is trying to get something serious about it. Aw god. Guess I just have to open my mouth and just say it.

Although I don't have school and no job here yet.. I'm slowly getting friends here. They're a bit different than me though, like, not in a bad way, nooo no.~ But I just want to meet girls here too. D:

I was tagged by lovely Zinny.~ So I'll fill this up. >:3

Rules:
1. tag 10 peeps (not the one who sent it to you!)
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all tagges on their profile that they have been tagged, and link to your journal.

Info
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[x] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[x] I've run away from home.
[x] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[ ] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do/did my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[x] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles.


Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe. HAHA. VOITIN.
[ ] I've been to Africa.


Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star. [kait?]
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[x] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[x] I regularly drink.
[x] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[x] I'm anorexic or bulimic. [Naaahhh. Dead skinny though.]
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.


Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well. [riippuu mitä leivotaan 8DDD]
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun
[ ] I am in love with love
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life


READYYY. And I'm too lazy to tag. D: Anyone can copy this anyways.~

Ai wantsss some moar cappuccino.~

Hejsssan ppls.~

[yawn] Morning.~
I moved to my grandad's old apartment finally on 10.5 and since then I've been going all around places, making phone calls, arguing with dad and hoping so much to get a job hopefully this month. I've finally finished cleaning the whole place today. All rooms look fine now.. BUT, the shelves are still full of CRAP and the balcony doesn't look so pretty yet. [grin] I'm afraid to throw anything away.. and because of that, it doesn't really feel like my home. <w< But it's fiine.~ In my old town I had to take like 30-40 min. bus trips to get to the city and now, I just sit on the bus for five minutes and I'm done. :3 So everything is near. And I bought the internet straight away to my mobile phone. It's slow but works fine. It's impossible to meet some people without school or a job.~ But meh.. maybe when I go out.. I wish I had a roommate, I wouldn't get so lonely. 8D Or later.. depends a lot on situation, I'll try to get a roommate here, because I can't afford this place alone later. I've met some people last year who live near here.. but.. I don't really know them anymore.. so I'm kinda alone in here.. Hopefully that will change soon or I'll turn mad and I'll start talking to the coffee cups. o w o And I don't want that.~ Guess I'll just waste time watching eurovision alone this weekend and go to the town or something. Sounds boring. o3o And I should install the tablet again.~ Very interesssting!~

Hola everyone.~

It's been awhile since I logged into DA. Sorry for the inactivity, if you really care. ;3 [grin] Oona.. our older dog, doesn't stand fighting and yelling. Everytime if someone is yelling really badly..like on the phone, she walks to my room looking for some kind of shelter. Aw. It's all because of my fault. Fighting parents are just. pain in the ass. o3o" Mkays, so, my sister and her boyfriend visited us last week.<3 Though "vappu" didn't end up so good.~ Tsh. People these days.

Anyways. Finally finally. I'm moving into a "own" apartment. I can't really call it my own though, because it's grandad's old flat, but he doesn't live there anymore. The moving day is still a bit unclear since I still need to take care of some errands here.~ [This week, next week? All depends with dad since he's helping me.] But oh I can't wait. I've got to get away from here. Bad bad memories. Lots of them. It might take awhile until I get the internet. People can only reach me by phone [I'm pretty much an sms-freak, usually I just message, I don't talk. 8D] or meh.. I'll use the library sometimes. :3 [Always needs her daily dose of facebook, damn.]

Still haven't got any invites to school exams. Halp. I'm slowly getting frustrated.. But nah.~ They'll be here.. eventually I guess.~

So! Nothing more than that.~ I hope the bad weather goes away again and the sun will come out.. I spent my first sunny day on the dock with friends and feet touching the water.. hmmh.~ It sure was fun. Cold water though. 8DD Watch out. °w°


<sup>Hey lover, do you remember when
We would dance in your apartment
'Till neighbors would knock on your door?
And I remember, do you remember when
We had no money to speak of,
No where else to eat but your floor.
[I wanna do it again]

First time staying out all night.
Last time that we got away with lies.
I can hear it in the back of my mind.
Over and over again.
[I wanna do it again]

Late nights and early lights.
Never thought it would come to a goodbye.
I replay it on the back of my mind
Over and over again.
[I want to do it again]

All those days gone forever.
Wonder if we're gonna ever.
See all our younglife friends that we made again.
Have we all lost connection?
The life pulls in all directions.
Memories bring us back to where we've been.</sup>